Truth be told, i want to be me. Ambition is exciting but to me, the thrill of experiencing life and not giving a crap about the future is pretty exciting. The thrill of living off of a few quid a day, going to parties and making mistakes with friends, being out on the beach burning because you forgot suncream, dropping an ice-cream on the floor then going to get another and watch that one go to the floor and join the other. Sitting with friends on holiday with a guitar singing Jason Mraz, getting dunked in a pool, throwing snowballs, drinking a cup of tea so sweet you cringe. Hugging somebody warm when your cold, talking on the phone for hours, reading harry potter books. The relief and proudness you get when you've cleaned your bedroom, the first sip of a chocolate cream frappucino, seeing someone you havent in a while, going to a new country, taking pictures of the most random things, holding your childhood teddy bear. Having a bad hair day, breaking down into tears, thinking about a person thats perished, thinking about life in general, trying to predict what might happen in the future. Unfortunatley, we all dont have a crystal ball.
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