when life brings you to your knee's, your in the perfect position to pray.

i use to be the kid no-one cared about, you have to scream till they hear you out

want this dress!

Emma watson, if only i could look like her! But i recently saw this picture of her at Met Gala in New York and im completely smitten with her dress!

all started with the big bang!

if you've never watched the big bang theory, its time to start now.

*my mum walks in singing cheryl cole -fight for this love*

''hey mum, who sings that song?

''oh its cheryl cole!''

''yeah... lets keep it that way''

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

Because the only thing we can do freely, the only thing we can do without consequence or for our own will, is breathe. That's the only right we have.

Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO MEEEE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO ME!

is it sad that i have this song going through my head? erm YES. But i could not care less as today i am a legal teen, legal to sex, legal to do lottery, and many other legal things! except alcohol, but... i can wait another 2 years, its fine.

I shall post some pictures of my presents later as my camera is out of charge soo yeah, i'll take pictures of them later:)

This kid made me LOL :')

teenagers

i wont sit down and i wont shut up and most of all i will not grow up

ah birthday soonish!

so some of you may have noticed that my profile says im 16 instead of 15, well its my birthday this friday and i thought id change it early incase i didnt get chance this week, or i just forget to haha. I've already had my party but since it wasn't my birthday on the day i didnt get any presents off my folks, which im okay with, i like the anticipation:) But i still have no clue what im getting, i think its just just be money, but i'll be chuffed to pieces if i get the greys anatomy box set i asked for but hey ho i could always buy it with my money that i get i suppose.

This blog brings me too a question for you lot, what is the all time bestest ever birthday present you've recieved? Whether it be a phone, book or make-up i wanna know. To start you off im gonna tell you my favourite birthday present which is when i turned 7 my parents booked a holiday to Disneyland, Paris, where i bought lots of princess dresses from cinderella, snow white, beauty and the beast ect ect, but my favourite was my pink sleeping beauty one, because well um.. it was PINK. hahaha, which was my favourite colour at the time, soo yeah.. tell me your fave pressies! Also on a related note, its my friends birthday coming up aswell, and he's a boy so i have no clue what to get him!? so if you have any suggestions on birthday gifts for teenage boys, feel free to post a comment and let me know, they will be very much appreciated:)

On a unrelated topic, my blog wont send me any updates on the blogs im following, as it says ''you are not following anyone'', which is a pain in the arse because its contradicting itself because i remembered a few people i was following and looked on their blogs to see if i still was, and i am still following them. So my blog is lying to me and telling me i have no updates so if i do not come up as a follower on your blog when you know i was, please let me know so i can re-follow everyone! thank you kindly:)

dance up on me pleaseee!

sooooo gotta see step up 3, i love watching films like this because it makes me want to dance, which is a bad idea considering i dance like a drunk grandma at a wedding. But still im taking the risk and im off to see this at the cinema's on friday with a few mates, if you havent seen the trailer yet click here.

Its also got the one of the same actors in it from step up 2, ''moose'', who's the cutest cutie pie ive ever seen and he makes me want to ruffle his hair :')

Also i cant forget one of the most sexiest dancers alive - playing a lead role in step up 3, Rick Malambri mmmmm GET IN MY BED. please? (must have a topless one of course - apologies for crap quality)

attempting to watch tv

If you look further down on my blog you see the post 'meow meow - how my cat woke me up this morning' and i posted a funny video to go with it and well ive fallen in LURVE with these vids as the cat on it is exactly like mine :') i showed my parents these videos and they couldn't stop laughing so this is what my cat is like when im watching tele - no joke, he's exactly like this.

spongebob

Found this old photo of me in my garden, this was when i first moved in and i was pretty overwhelmed so i took pictures of everything. I was 13 at the time - hence my 'i love spongebob squarepants' tee haha, but who's ever too old for spongebob? ;)

actually i kinda only posted this photo because of the t-shirt..

SPOILERS!

i typed in 'Greys anatomy - season 7' into google and it came up with tonnes of spoiler websites, and me being an impatient person and stubborn i clicked on these websites and found out the date of when the new season airs which is 23RD SEPTEMBER 2010 so yeah, im pretty excited! Also you need to write that date down, like now. get a pen and paper, and write that lovely date, you know you want to.. have you wrote it yet?! I DONT CARE IF YOUR PEN ISNT WORKING, GET ANOTHER. found one? now write it. thanks.

Also i found out theres going to be a new cast member and HE, yes its obviously a sexy sexy man doctor, his role name is 'Dr Andrew Perkins' ahhhhh feast your eyes ladies..

SEX APPEAAAAAAL nomnomnomnommmm...

Okay he's a slight ginger but i'll get over it, no offence to gingers out there its just a prefer a dark hair manly man ;) like........

McSteamy!! aka Dr Mark Sloan, he's been a cast member for years but i new you wanted to see him anyway ;)

meow meow

This is how my cat woke me up this morning.