pride of england

i really do love the footballers of england but two planes landed in england today, one carrying 23 overpaid, under achieving, footballers with ego's to match their wallets, and the other, seven men who's coffins were draped in the union jack, who died for this country. These are the real heroes we should be supporting, these men and women who gave their lives so we can live in a free world. THESE ARE THE PRIDE OF ENGLAND.

praying for the families of those who died and for england to step up their game

Marina

emotions

Tonight i prayed, for you, friends, family, my grandad and me. Im scared, scared to grow up, scared to lose things. I know fear, but only the fear that comes from watching a scary film or seeing a spider. I know love, but only the love for a brother, parent or friend, for i believe love is only real when mutual, till then its fantasy. Ive known joy, pain, friendship, romance, 'butterflies', hurt, but the one thing i want to learn, need to learn is to live, so how can you live when theres nobody to love?

hoping to get someone

Marina

confessions

im imperfect, im prone to making bad decisions but never once have i made a wrong decision, as i never regret anything so my decisions are neither good nor bad. My decisions are just how you judge them, if i picked chocolate instead of strawberry you may say 'well, why not strawberry?' because it is your taste to say that, so my decisions are my tastes, my opinions, so you really cant rule them as wrong, because its what is right for you. Selfish as i sound but my decision is my decision, my opinion is my opinion and your 'right' judgement call may seem 'bad' to me. Vis versa. Bitch.

revising for my textiles exam

Marina

bus stop

had a really good day today with my friends, went to the cinema for that 'date' thing i was telling you about and it went alright i suppose, but i reckon we'll just remain friends because well, he doesnt seem that interested and im not about to waste my time. Anyway the funniest thing EVER happened today, my best friend Leanne walked into a bus stop :') myself, Danny and Jacob were in stitches! Was too good, ahh but i gotta' love her, shes a great pal.

sat watching tokyo drift

Marina

james corden

hilarious, beautifully witty, amusing, entertaining, just an ordinary bloke.. a few descriptive words for you. When i watched Gavin and stacey, i thought it couldnt get any better! Now im watching James Corden's world cup and i gotta' admit, he's a genious! Who wouldnt want to see our 'smithy' playing golf with Steven Gerrard? and who wouldnt want to see him collaborating with Dizzee Rascal on their NUMBER ONE hit 'shout' for england world cup?! ahhhh could watch him all day. But anyway yes, moving on, today ive done absolutely nothing, im taking advantage of these 14 weeks off and doing nothing! its brilliant!

sitting around doing nothing

Marina

that feeling

you know when you read old cards and letters, you get that weird tingley feeling in your head? well i do. Sounds strange but that feeling i get, i wish i could make it last forever. Honestly, i wish i could get that feeling from everything, id be one happy girl. I bet i sound really cheesy but i'm off on a date on wednesday with my friend of 5 years. I thought i wouldn't be nervous or anything, but i am. I don't want to ruin our friendship at all, so fingerscrossed. Tell you what its my bestfriends Danny and Leanne, who are also a couple for like zonks have set me up with him because they think we 'suit'. I trust their opinion so im going to do it but lets hope that i get that same feeling i get when i read old cards and letters, if so, id be with him everyday.

sat on my bed with my fingers intertwined

Marina

skydive

just remembered i still need to raise lots of money for my skydive, ugh, its a pain in the arse cos british people are soo eager to contribute... NAAAT! although i have raised nearly 70 squid so its a start. so if anyone has any ideas on money raising, do tell!

busking for some cash

Marina

calorific

today i found out one of my best friends has anorexia. which made me think, should i have payed more attention? As i knew she was a skinny girl but i thought it was because shes a ballet dancer, but when people say the truth is ugly; their correct. My first initial thought was 'how can a person not eat?!' but then again its all this craze about being size -19264789634. okay, i exaggerated but still how could anyone be happy stick thin? its just not healthy. Im always going to be there for my friend, i mean, what else can i do? shove a snickers down her throat?! i wish. On the up side of things i did go into Leeds today to get my party in the park ticket, tell you what, it best be worth the friggin' wait, my feet killed after queueing! But it just goes to show us Brits dont want to miss out on FREE festival tickets ;) Personally i cannot wait for PITP, here are some reasons why:

- its free.

- live music from pixie lott, dizzie rascal, JLS, ect ect.
- its in the summer.

- chance to meet fitties.
- chance to get drunk.

- chance to make some good memories with friends.

and there you have it folks, end of a mixed emotion day.

on the sofa with my feet up

Marina

sunshine

well since the weathers picking up here in England, i thought i'd go out in the garden with the bulldog and my mum and dad, and obviously the laptop ;) otherwise i couldnt write this blog could I? As im sitting out here, im thinking of how precious life is, and that we should treasure it since we have it and we live in the moment so take opportunities as they come, as you never might get the chance again, trust me, ive had to learn the hard way so dont make the same mistakes as me.

in my thought bubble in the garden

Marina

greys day

i have a complete obsession with greys anatomy, ever since the first episode, 6 seasons later im even more obsessed, i just love mcsteamy and mcdreamy too much to switch to any other program :') so yeah i keep watching episode 23 and 24 from series 6 over and over again, makes me cry like mad but i love the quotes.

''love or hate, coward or hero, fight or give-in, live or die?''

Marina

what a nightmare

its exam time in my life and as much as id like to say im coping.. well im not. Too much work, so little time. Its exhausing, seriously, if theres anyone out there that can master the GCSE revision plan then please, feel free to tell me your secrets. Avoidance is like a cold; you get it every year in winter, get rid of it and then the next year it sneaks up on you and bites you in the ass. So yeah im doing my very best to not avoid any coursework but everytime i stare at the looming piles of paper the saying 'fuck it' comes to mind.

buried in a mountain of work

Marina