emotions

Tonight i prayed, for you, friends, family, my grandad and me. Im scared, scared to grow up, scared to lose things. I know fear, but only the fear that comes from watching a scary film or seeing a spider. I know love, but only the love for a brother, parent or friend, for i believe love is only real when mutual, till then its fantasy. Ive known joy, pain, friendship, romance, 'butterflies', hurt, but the one thing i want to learn, need to learn is to live, so how can you live when theres nobody to love?

hoping to get someone

Marina